Tuesday, March 16, 2010


Hi readers of this blog!

Be aware that I have now moved to Melbourne, and as such have started a new blog (I do that a lot) to document my currently semi-independent life, with such interesting activities as cooking my own food, screwing up my laundry, and suffering through public transport!

Yes, I am aware that I am sounding very dramaqueen-ish.

Anyway, feel free to head on over to the Black Cat Enigma, and for those of you who still have me linked under this blog, do change the address as I won't be updating this one any more!




Tuesday, November 24, 2009


For some reason I have lost the urge to blog. It's annoying. I want to blog. I'm just LAZY to.

You'd think being on holiday, I'd do stuff like this a lot more.

I need...to do a lot of things.
I need...to say a lot of things.
I need...to think about a lot of things.

I don't want...to do everything.

Sigh.

I went and watched 2012 yesterday, at the Platinum Lounge in Cineleisure. It was great. :P The seat was awesome, two people can easily cuddle up together on it, plus you could recline it even! They had butler service and everything - though blankets and pillows weren't free, hmph. But honestly at RM25 a person, it was (considered) cheap. They had a real lounge outside the theatre, with massage chairs, TVs, Internet access, magazines, and self-service soft drinks. Will post pictures on Facebook...sooon :P

On to the movie itself, I personally thought it was excellent. It had the right blend of special effects, human emotion, and maybe just the tiniest dose of reality check (no, I don't care what you say, Dely, there's a reason everyone wants to watch this movie :P) There were many instances within the movie where it was sad, and yes I cried. Just a tear or two though!

I highly doubt the world will end in 2012. I sincerely hope it doesn't, anyway..I'll only be what, 22 then? Haven't even seen the world, had life-changing experiences, and stuff like that! But assuming you knew that the world was going to end, what would you do? What would you say? Would you forgive and forget? Would you do something you've always wanted to?

I came away from that movie feeling very introspective. In other words, reexamining my life. There was one scene where an old man hadn't spoken to his son since he married a Japanese girl. Then when he finally tried to call the son, just as the son was about to answer, a tsunami or something hit his house and he died. So the father never got to the son ever again.

So, moral of the story...life is short. Make of it what you can. Never be afraid to say or do something, because you may never get another chance.

'Appreciate today, because there may not be a tomorrow.'




Thursday, November 5, 2009


OH MY GOD KHAI LING CAN YOU PLEASE CONCENTRATE????

This is me screaming at myself, yes.

For goodness's sake, it's the last exam, then I won't have to bother with it for four months. Why can I not focus damn it?! x.x

I really, really, really need to break this last minute studying habit. REALLY.

It's going to kill me when I go to Melbourne.

In other news, I still don't know what I want to do but I do know that all my potential choices are in Caulfield. So I shall not worry any more about changing campuses, yay.

*drifts off sleepily...*

EXCUSE ME IT'S ALMOST 9, YOUR EXAM STARTS IN 4 HOURS. CAN YOU PLEASE GO AND STUDY THE 5 CHAPTERS YOU HAVE LEFT???

Die la =.=




Wednesday, October 28, 2009


I didn't get chosen tonight, and I have mixed feelings. Relief? Yes, in huge amounts. Disappointment? If I admit it to myself, maybe a little. But I know, truthfully, that this was the best possible decision for all involved, and it's just the Leo in me that is a little jealous. I'm not ready, that much I know, and this setup allows me to do everything I like while still exerting the same sort of influence. Maybe when I wake up tomorrow, this will seem like the best idea ever - which really, it is.

Yes, you normal folks aren't supposed to be able to make any sense out of this. :P






I finally realized I have surprisingly few things to surf on the Internet when I'm not playing Achaea. Aside from Achaean forums, Facebook, and Hotmail...I seriously have nothing else to look at. o.o

Yes, if you haven't guessed already that's why I'm blogging now haha xD I know, I know. I haven't blogged for ages. Technically, I should really be doing my 1500 words thing for FTV (television studies) but well...it's raining outside, I have the aircon in my room...and I'm sweating. =.=

Well, semester technically has officially ended, and now we're supposed to be studying for our exams. This semester I only have two - International Studies, and Media Studies. Just handed in my Journalism final essay yesterday, woot. :D

It feels so weird thinking that I'll be going overseas next year. I mean, I haven't got the confirmation that they've accepted me into Caulfield yet (pray for me I guess x.x) but likely one way or the other I'll be going. Thinking that I won't be seeing my uni friends next year (though hopefully I will see you in Melbourne, if you exchange here!)

Sometimes the doubting part of me wonders if I shouldn't just stay. Maybe just one semester, two semesters, maybe...actually why do I even want to go overseas again?

But then I go bloghopping, look at the pictures, read the entries, and even though I know I'll be homesick too, I know in my heart that I really do want to go. I want to see new places, explore new things, I want to know what it's like to really live somewhere else. I know it'll be hard, that I'll miss everyone (and if even Matthew missed Malaysian food, I can only imagine how much I'll be missing it) that I'll miss my family and be homesick and everything.

But I really want to go. It's always been my dream to study overseas. No matter how hard it is (I guess I should just study earlier, bleagh) I still want to go.

And no, for those of you who are smirking now, I would've gone with or without Matthew, so there. :P

I guess I should make the most of my last few months though. Learn to cook(!), go on trips with friends, EAT MORE MALAYSIAN FOOD (although I draw the line at durians, seriously). Plus, it's not like I'll be alone there. From what I've heard, Melbourne is like a mini-Malaysia. :P

And, Monash has tons of holidays. So I'll be able to come back and visit, and be bored out of my skull when everyone gets tired of me :P

Whether or not I'll stay there...it really depends, I guess. I think I'll just see how it goes.

I should really go and do work now blah.

(Hahaha do you think so?)




Wednesday, October 14, 2009


Ok yes I know I am very horrible at updating this blog. *coughs*

And ironically, updating this while I'm already late for class (I'm still at home) is hardly the best thing to do.

But just to update (whatever readers I have) on my life as it stands now:

1. Matthew came to visit. :)

2. I got accepted into Berwick campus (for Monash) but decided that I might want to switch to Caulfield and am anxiously hoping they allow switching so I at least have a choice. I make stupid decisions, I know..even my parents have given up on me *cough*

3. Mayaween is coming on Achaea, and I am busy designing costumes! (that get rejected most of the time...what is wrong with an arrow-through-the-head headband?!)

4. Worrying about my final Journalism assignment, in which I have to do a story about whether govt. exams should be deleted (PMR, UPSR, etc)

5. Feeling a little out of touch with old friends lately. Where is everyone?

6. Wondering about the feasibility of a trip with uni friends!

That's all for now!




Thursday, August 27, 2009


Today has not been a good day.

I finished my assignment rather late, considering most of my classmates were talking about how fast they finished it (maybe I'm just dumb or something) despite waking up at 6.

Then, I drove to uni and found a parking space in front of the shaded walkway. But when I opened the door carefully, trying not to hit the other car, I ended up twisting my arm. And it was so painful that after I walked a few steps, I had to sit down and bend double, pressing my arm to my chest until it stopped hurting. Now it still kinda hurts a bit.

Then when I was driving home, it rained, so it took longer...and I was tired.

Then the stupid van for next door was in my place again, so I had to park opposite, and got wet.

Then I'm left all alone at night.

And I still have an assignment to do.

And I couldn't call Tao to ask her if the time was right for Saturday.

Ragh. Bad day, bad day.