Wednesday, October 28, 2009


I didn't get chosen tonight, and I have mixed feelings. Relief? Yes, in huge amounts. Disappointment? If I admit it to myself, maybe a little. But I know, truthfully, that this was the best possible decision for all involved, and it's just the Leo in me that is a little jealous. I'm not ready, that much I know, and this setup allows me to do everything I like while still exerting the same sort of influence. Maybe when I wake up tomorrow, this will seem like the best idea ever - which really, it is.

Yes, you normal folks aren't supposed to be able to make any sense out of this. :P