Wednesday, October 28, 2009


I finally realized I have surprisingly few things to surf on the Internet when I'm not playing Achaea. Aside from Achaean forums, Facebook, and Hotmail...I seriously have nothing else to look at. o.o

Yes, if you haven't guessed already that's why I'm blogging now haha xD I know, I know. I haven't blogged for ages. Technically, I should really be doing my 1500 words thing for FTV (television studies) but well...it's raining outside, I have the aircon in my room...and I'm sweating. =.=

Well, semester technically has officially ended, and now we're supposed to be studying for our exams. This semester I only have two - International Studies, and Media Studies. Just handed in my Journalism final essay yesterday, woot. :D

It feels so weird thinking that I'll be going overseas next year. I mean, I haven't got the confirmation that they've accepted me into Caulfield yet (pray for me I guess x.x) but likely one way or the other I'll be going. Thinking that I won't be seeing my uni friends next year (though hopefully I will see you in Melbourne, if you exchange here!)

Sometimes the doubting part of me wonders if I shouldn't just stay. Maybe just one semester, two semesters, maybe...actually why do I even want to go overseas again?

But then I go bloghopping, look at the pictures, read the entries, and even though I know I'll be homesick too, I know in my heart that I really do want to go. I want to see new places, explore new things, I want to know what it's like to really live somewhere else. I know it'll be hard, that I'll miss everyone (and if even Matthew missed Malaysian food, I can only imagine how much I'll be missing it) that I'll miss my family and be homesick and everything.

But I really want to go. It's always been my dream to study overseas. No matter how hard it is (I guess I should just study earlier, bleagh) I still want to go.

And no, for those of you who are smirking now, I would've gone with or without Matthew, so there. :P

I guess I should make the most of my last few months though. Learn to cook(!), go on trips with friends, EAT MORE MALAYSIAN FOOD (although I draw the line at durians, seriously). Plus, it's not like I'll be alone there. From what I've heard, Melbourne is like a mini-Malaysia. :P

And, Monash has tons of holidays. So I'll be able to come back and visit, and be bored out of my skull when everyone gets tired of me :P

Whether or not I'll stay there...it really depends, I guess. I think I'll just see how it goes.

I should really go and do work now blah.

(Hahaha do you think so?)